Each day I look forward to the night that follows.
I look forward to the time when I close my eyes
And my heart opens.
When I finally get to see your smile,
Here your voice,
And hold you close.
But it is merely a delusion;
A lie from the heart.
Because the next day
When I see your face in the crowd
I don’t get to see your smile,
I don’t get to here your voice,
And I don’t get to hold you close.
We pass one another
Like we are the strangers we were before we met.
But each night,
I get to relive what we used to be.
The feelings all come rushing back
From the place were they ran to.
But its not reality.
My reality is what I wish to escape
And travel to my dreams
And live their forever
Where we can be together.
Where reality isn’t.